Thursday, December 15, 2011

2nd Year Without You...

15th December is here again....accompanied with sadness and tears to our eyes. The last few days the girls had been asking me: Mummy are you ok? And Charen this afternoon..sent me messages: Mummy....I hope you are ok....Today is just not normal at all.....

Yes dear...it's 2 years today that you left us and where we reluctantly let you go....to free you from all the pains. I know your pains and what you went through.... I know you fight so hard..to be strong and not just for yourself but for us too..the love ones you left behind. I remember whispering to your ears.....to let go when the time comes and to give you that little assurance that I Will be fine....and be strong like you.

I will forever be reminded of your endless jokes....And that..." Today is better than Yesterday". You just don't know and will never know how much we missed you Pink Panther..just to mention your name in our daily conversation will bring tears.

But then your memories will be our strength.There are things that we refused to change just to hold you close and that we can cling onto....
There are times that I really wished you to be around and be with us again because I know that you can handle issues better..whereby you are always so cool and positive and I am nothing like you.

Your 2 darling Chuchamunggas are doing great and they will definitely make you proud. They really do missed you so much...

I pray that the Lord Our God will grant mercy upon your soul and that you will enjoy the bliss of heaven and life eternal.

Daddy dearest...we luv you and we missed you...










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Monday, December 12, 2011

For the love of a girl who turns 17 on 12th December...





Dear Pink Panther...see who turns 17 today...Miss Banoon!!!!! You were with our thoughts all the way dear...Charen came back from Malacca and we gave her a midnight birthday toast which i know you would be doing if you were still around...love uuuuuuuu....