Seeking Pink Panther...

Seeking and reaching out to you..
If only you know...
Why did you have to go..
Why Pink Panther?
Today I am going to close that chapter in my life..
No more...going to shake off that dust from the soles of my shoes and walk away..
Will never return to that episode...
No one deserved to be treated in such manner...
No one soul is without sin...
No one...

Come to me, who are weary and heavy laden and I will give you rest.

Today's reading flashes back....

My late Pink Panther once said this to me : Mami, once in a while you have to talk to a living person about your worries and burdens...

Since that day I always cling to this verse from Matthew and live by it. At times I do stumble and fall but the Lord is watching!!!
I used to confess about my weaknesses and failures in my spiritual life but today it brought me onto a new page. It struck me that instant at mass this morning...just thinking about our weaknesses,hardships,persecutions we are actually uniting ourselves to Christ. For it is when I am weak that I am strong!! It reveals to me what a forgiving God we have...even in our shortcomings HE is already one step ahead of us...to turn our misery into unseen blessings.

At today's 2nd reading (St Paul to the Corinthians 12:7-10)
I shall be very happy to make my weaknesses my special boast so that the power of Christ may stay over me.

God bless all

Another achievement from BB Yon...9A for SPM

Hey Pink Panther...she did it again...your baby girl scores 9A for her SPM!!! I know that you be beaming with pride and joy with this news....it was such an emotional moment for me....spent half of my morning...as usual... got nothing better things to do...but to cry my heart out while replying to all the sms. Full of joy for her and at the same time thinking of you...

Praise the Lord...all the anxieties,sleepless nights and not to mention the intimate conversations with God are worth it....after all those months...the waiting period finally over and now a new door opens up that leads to more corridors and pathways...waiting to be explored.

Yes Lord... there are times that we failed to see you at works in our life and we therefore plead for forgiveness. Please do not abandon us for the times that we failed you because of our plain weaknesses but continue to knock on the doors of our heart to help us stay tune to your ways and directions. Amen

2nd Year Without You...

15th December is here again....accompanied with sadness and tears to our eyes. The last few days the girls had been asking me: Mummy are you ok? And Charen this afternoon..sent me messages: Mummy....I hope you are ok....Today is just not normal at all.....

Yes dear...it's 2 years today that you left us and where we reluctantly let you go....to free you from all the pains. I know your pains and what you went through.... I know you fight so hard..to be strong and not just for yourself but for us too..the love ones you left behind. I remember whispering to your ears.....to let go when the time comes and to give you that little assurance that I Will be fine....and be strong like you.

I will forever be reminded of your endless jokes....And that..." Today is better than Yesterday". You just don't know and will never know how much we missed you Pink Panther..just to mention your name in our daily conversation will bring tears.

But then your memories will be our strength.There are things that we refused to change just to hold you close and that we can cling onto....

There are times that I really wished you to be around and be with us again because I know that you can handle issues better..whereby you are always so cool and positive and I am nothing like you.

Your 2 darling Chuchamunggas are doing great and they will definitely make you proud. They really do missed you so much...

I pray that the Lord Our God will grant mercy upon your soul and that you will enjoy the bliss of heaven and life eternal.

Daddy dearest...we luv you and we missed you...

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For the love of a girl who turns 17 on 12th December...

Dear Pink Panther...see who turns 17 today...Miss Banoon!!!!! You were with our thoughts all the way dear...Charen came back from Malacca and we gave her a midnight birthday toast which i know you would be doing if you were still around...love uuuuuuuu....

Moving On....Hello Pink Panther...BB Yon is done with SPM and Sapura Smart School. The next destination is SC...

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