2nd Year Without You...

15th December is here again....accompanied with sadness and tears to our eyes. The last few days the girls had been asking me: Mummy are you ok? And Charen this afternoon..sent me messages: Mummy....I hope you are ok....Today is just not normal at all.....

Yes dear...it's 2 years today that you left us and where we reluctantly let you go....to free you from all the pains. I know your pains and what you went through.... I know you fight so hard..to be strong and not just for yourself but for us too..the love ones you left behind. I remember whispering to your ears.....to let go when the time comes and to give you that little assurance that I Will be fine....and be strong like you.

I will forever be reminded of your endless jokes....And that..." Today is better than Yesterday". You just don't know and will never know how much we missed you Pink Panther..just to mention your name in our daily conversation will bring tears.

But then your memories will be our strength.There are things that we refused to change just to hold you close and that we can cling onto....

There are times that I really wished you to be around and be with us again because I know that you can handle issues better..whereby you are always so cool and positive and I am nothing like you.

Your 2 darling Chuchamunggas are doing great and they will definitely make you proud. They really do missed you so much...

I pray that the Lord Our God will grant mercy upon your soul and that you will enjoy the bliss of heaven and life eternal.

Daddy dearest...we luv you and we missed you...

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For the love of a girl who turns 17 on 12th December...

Dear Pink Panther...see who turns 17 today...Miss Banoon!!!!! You were with our thoughts all the way dear...Charen came back from Malacca and we gave her a midnight birthday toast which i know you would be doing if you were still around...love uuuuuuuu....

Moving On....Hello Pink Panther...BB Yon is done with SPM and Sapura Smart School. The next destination is SC...

Sinead O'Connor - Nothing Compares To You (Lyrics).wmv

For Pink Panther...

O God, Merciful Father and God of all consolation

I come to you on behalf of my deceased husband.

Lord sometimes it is very hard to understand Your ways and to accept your will

Still, I trust in You, my Father.

Today I give to You the soul of Simon Sudin, my dearest beloved husband,

And I beg You to bring him into Your bosom.

He is your child, O Father

Have mercy on him.

Dear Lord Jesus

You are the resurrection and the Life

Just as Martha and Mary grieved for their brother Lazarus,

So I grieved for my dearest beloved spouse.

Even so Lord, I place all my trust and hope in YOU and in your promise of eternal life.

You died to save us,

And you are our Mediator with the Father.

Bring my dearest one into your presence in the company of the saints.

Mercifully grant him Your rest and joy in the light of his faithfulness to You and to his vocation.

Through the intercession of Mary,

May I one day join him in the complete bliss of the Beatific Vision.

O Mary, look upon my dearest one with pity and please bring him to Paradise, his true country.

In Jesus' Name I pray.

Eternal rest grant unto him, O Lord, and let perpetual light shine upon him.

may his soul and the souls of all the faithful departed through the mercy of God rest in peace.

Amen.

Faustina Faith Philia's Baptism

Faustina Faith Philia with her Aki Anyau & Nenek Chula

FFP with her Mummy & Mami Wai Judy

Nya sduai iya...Pitut & God Mum... Mami Wai Judy

Amen enggau Father John ko Faustina Faith Philia...

An occasion that is filled with rejoices of thanksgiving

for FFP's baptism dated 20th August 2011....finally its fulfilled through God's mighty plan..God be with us all...

How they have grown up...CCGS & PNBS

They are my angels when they cheer and brightened my "low and grey days"and my heartbreakers too when they are up to some mischief and the nonsense that teens grow up with these days. I am sure every parents go thru that so enjoy them while we can and before we realized it....they are on their way. A daily prayer and blessing for them is a must for me the minute they step their itchy twitching feet out of the house.

Girls...chuchamungas...forgive Mami if sometimes I failed to express my affection...I know both of you need lots of it...but heyyyyyy...we three still have each other...

PNBS....soon will be officially 17 years old by the end of the year...

with her God-mum Dorothy Adrian during her confirmation

the reluctant "piyunhantas"

CCGS ... is now 19 years old

with her Aki

with her camera

with her 19th birthday cake

with her God-mum Dorothy Adrian