Enrique Iglesias- Hero (with lyrics)

" Till death do us part ...."

Last night I was sharing with my daughter about the loss of our dearest beloved Pink Panther...telling her how I always imagined that he is always with me..he is my imaginary companion now Charen. His belongings and photos that I kept on purpose so that I will see and feel his presence everywhere...I need all that to strengthened me so that I will not feel so ALONE and abandoned...

Anyway the message that I want to share on this blog is what my daughter said...so there is no "till death do us part kan mummy". Nya...nama utai munyi nya?

Indeed I agree with you Charen. For mummy and daddy there is definitely a big "NO" to "till death do us part"...it some how has lead mummy grew closer to Pink Panther daily and it always refreshed my mind about the good old days...

Dear Lord...today and everyday I will continue to lift up the soul of Simon Sudin for his daily cleansing and purifications and that LORD will grant him eternal rest and his soul rest in peace.

Amen.

August....2010

Its been a long time...since I last share my thoughts here...June 24th....and now its August...2010 so unbelievable.

Last year around this time is where our journey began where it ends in such a tragic manner. Pink Panther...not a day goes by me that I am not thinking of you. The memories still remains within me. You are every where...at times I can feel your presence near me and thats when the "niagara fall" is at work...luv and miss you so much...

Christ & Me Walks...

Oh Lord Grant me the graces today to being able to bring myself to walk with You...teach us to accept our sufferings,failures,weaknesses and defeats in order to be open to the power of God which brings healing and strength....

Father
I abandon myself into your hands;
do with me what you will.
Whatever you may do, I thank you:
I am ready for all, I accept all.
Let only your will be done in me,
and in all your creatures.
I wish no more than this, O Lord.

Charles de Foucauld

Without You...

Its all a mixed up feelings...being home and away from home. At times it feels so good to being able to enjoy all the familiar surroundings but when knowing that you are not there...makes a real difference...Dadi...yesterday,today and tomorrow will never be the same WITHOUT YOU...every corners at home and things will bring tears...to reach out to you is just plain "MISSION IMPOSSIBLE"...

God, Abba Father I just want to thank you for giving Simon to me...

He is a great gift to me...

To the beautiful daughters that he adores and loves so much

He has taught me lots of life's issues and now all those memories will be the invisible hands that will guide me in the days to come...

Mami luvs you Pink Panther....God bless and May your soul rest in peace...

Without You...

Hello there my Big Ugly Man...Happy Birthday to you...supposed to be your 53rd birthday. I bet you are ready with your happy hour plans by now...sad though for us here...your eldest chuchamungga is in Melaka and its just me plus the noisy chuchamungga are around...missing the morning music,your off tune singing plus the smoke from your so-called natural cigar and the golf channel at its highest volume...are you doing all these in heaven now dadi?

What ever it is...I pray that God Grant you peace and eternal rest and God's perpetual light shine upon your soul and may you rest in peace...so prayers are all that i have for you today...no surprises,no sizzling very rare sirloin steak,grill salmon or lamb chops plus your endless glasses of red wine till it makes you tipsy and noisy...

We love and miss you so much dear....hugs and kissess from Yen,Yon and mami...

WITHOUT YOU...

My dearest Pink Panther...kisses and bear hugs for you from me today....
I try not to remember that particular date...26th May....but as I sign on to my facebook I cannot help noticing that corner...our wedding anniversary and I am reminded painfully of it...supposed to be its 20th and we were planning to have our marriage vows renewed this year...with the blessings and all that... all over again...again God has the final decision making in our life...we planned and he decides...remember how you want to take me dancing again once you can walk and get off from that wheel chair?
I can only say prayers for you now...that is all that I can offer on this date and I will try to minus out the tears too...till i see you again...loving and missing you...happy anniversary to you...