This morning...27th October, 2009 is exactly 2 months from where our journey started with our first visit to Timberland Medical Center in Kuching. How time flies..day in and day out..and here we are still in NCI...supposed to be our last week of treatment for this trip. Dr Kana says that last treatment will be this Thursday, 29th October, 2009 and by Friday morning we can pack our bags and fly home to Bintulu. The blood test taken today was really good...all blood counts are cooperating with Pink Panther...plus upon taking my advice to go to bed early...so that is a good rest and proper food intake. So at the point of writing this blog we have 2 more radiotherapy and 1 more chemotherapy to complete for this round until we come back again after 3 weeks break and tomorrow morning will be Pink Panther's chemo plus radiotherapy.
Overall..he is doing fine..no attacks of fever or vomiting. It was just the feeling of grogginess and lost of appetite for him after his last chemo which was on the 22nd October, 2009. However the mood swings is unbearable...sometimes i feel like screaming and saying...heyyyy...being a caregiver is also not so pleasant...please do spare me some kind and merciful thoughts too..after all I am only human and I do need some "TLC" moments at some point of time.
But each time when this unhealthy feelings comes by...a picture of Pink Panther looking and being so fragile and vulnerable floods my mind and it touches my heart and that somehow brought me down to earth...thumpedddd... and.... owchhhhh...it really hurts and so there goes my anger...O Lord pour upon me Spirit of Love,Joy,Patient and Understanding....Amen
Till then...ciao to all...
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