Without You

Dear Pink Panther
Everyday the 3 ladies in your life made some sharing about you...those eyes that I see..the girls really do missed you dadi...you be good there...no more wrinkling of those forehead...I pray that you are at peace with Yourself and our Heavenly Father. Remember our wedding theme song? Just Be Happy...Don't worry...and that was also your final revelation message to everyone when you were in Nilai...Be happy dadi Pink Panther!!!!

WITHOUT YOU...

Its such a miserable feeling...its no joke to say that everything reminds me of you...please send me angels to say that you are doing fine there dadi...my Pink Panther...missing you so much...all the tears will never bring you home to us...going to sleep is near to impossible and in waking up makes me shed tears...in knowing that you are no longer around...I have no one to pamper anymore...no more rush hours for me. Love you forever..

Without You

Hello Pink Panther...I wished you can read all this postings...today is Holy Family Day...
So sad...just BB Yon and myself at church this Sunday morning...you are not with us...BB Yen went for her driving course...cannot imagine how much more of these moments and feelings of emptiness we are going to have to go thru...Daddy we miss you so much...how I wished you can just make a come back...just come home to us..

Without You

Those were the days....flash back time on them memories
that lingers on...

Without You...

Christmas eve without you..yup Pink Panther...that's a blue Christmas without you...went for mass at Stella Maris...felt so awkward... just the girls and myself this time around...they sang one of our favorite song...It came upon a midnight clear...can imagine you singing out loud to that song...we always request for this song when the caroling group come for xmas carols...remember? Friends and acquaintances comes around to convey condolences and xmas wishes...how i wished they don't remind me...but i know they mean well. Anyway...dadi...do you see Santa there? Sitting at our Heavenly Father right hand side? You must be having a grand rejoicing moment there...you don't come visit us here kah? We go ngabang all over the place...like always...that's silly talk for you today and your answer would be...Bodohhhh...dadi..dadiiii...miss your bodohnesss...Grant eternal rest upon Simon, let perpetual light shine upon him and may his soul rest in Peace...Amen

BB Yon PMR result 7A's

Hey Pink Panther
Our BB Yon got 7A's for her PMR exam....wished you were here to knock knock on her coconut head...she so excited about it...now she want to look for balloons and the gas to fly it to you...so that you can see her achievement...i am sure you are very proud of her...the best christmas gift to all of us...though you are gone...love you...

Without You

Hello Pink Panther
Its Christmas dear...we were planning to spend it together with Uthan and Wennie...at their new home. They also sayang you so much...I know Uthan has been looking forward to that drinking session with you and all the Christmas cheerings to the tables,chairs and the endless "one for the road"... But then you left us and here I am spending this Christmas WITHOUT you. At times I wonder how can you be so selfish by not sharing with me of your pains and sickness earlier. There are so many "IFs"....and my tears will never washed them away.
Why you left and abandon me in such critical moments? The girls will need your guidance and advice so badly...but when I remember how you used to talk to them about how well they can cope and carry themselves...I felt waves of peace flowing through. I guessed thats your legacy to them. Please pray for us on earth here dadi...that we will be fine without you.
May the angels and saints be with you always and also Mama Mary and Jesus our Lord.
Love and Miss you so much...